A letter for you

Roob

5 November

Roob and Jeddy, looking up together

I wanted you to have this somewhere you can open it again.

  • Smart

    I love the way your mind works. You see things, and you figure them out.

  • Kind

    You look after people without making a show of it. You have looked after me.

  • Loving

    You give it freely. I feel it, and I don't take that lightly.

  • Ambitious

    You want a real life, and you go after it. I am proud of you for that.

  • Beautiful

    Your face, and the way you are. I still look at you like I can't quite believe it.

I am sorry for the times I have been an idiot. I know it does not stop with me. It lands on you. I am sorry for impacting you like that, and for the moments I made things heavier than they needed to be. You should not have to carry my worst days.

When I am up, you are getting nice things. I already think about it. I want to put good things in your hands, not as a trade, just because I love you and I want you to have them. As soon as I can, I will.

I love you.Jeddy

Roob and Jeddy lying together, arms up
Jeddy sitting on a curb in a red shirt
Roob and Jeddy out at night
Roob and Jeddy at a table with beers
Roob, Jeddy, and a friend
Roob and Jeddy together on the street at night